pushing and shoving
March 24, 2005 - 8:21 a.m.
well, a lot has happened in the past few days, though i dont remember it all too well, ill do the best i can.
some asshat busted out my drivers side window. not cool. i stood out in the rain for 15 minutes, drying and taping a bag up. really inconvienient. thanks a lot to whoever did it, and if youre waiting for me to write about it, here you go.
i got my window switch fixed at hyundai. new switch. its all nice and smooth and stuff.
im almost done with the motley crue book..i dont want to be. its really good though. i love how it was put together.
im still on the hunt for a decent job. SOON. i need it soon. i have a lot to pay for. not really "pay for", but actually "want to do". that makes more sense. i think. that makes me feel better about reaching those goals. i know i can do it, ive never let myself down before when it comes to "tight" situations.
i think we're going to santa cruz next weekend.
i dont know if i mentioned it, but abby and i ordered jimmy eat world/taking back sunday tickets. that ought to be fun. im more wanting so see taking back sunday, only because i dont know jimmy eat world as well.
we went to roseville on saturday. we stayed at bree's house. shes really nice, and im glad i finally got to meet her in person after all i heard about her and the few times we talked online. her friends are all nice, but the majority are gay. yeah, thats right, gay. honestly, i would much rather hang out with them than the dicks in fairfield. they are all nice, and they dont even have to try. i like that. you can never find nice people anymore..not that im any better...
im really tossed up in my life right now. i dont know whats going on. i feel like a ball that was thrown down a hill..still spinning and rolling out of control, waiting to pop on the first sharp object, or ready to just stop rolling and find my way around. i dont like this, and soon it will be over. sometimes, you have to push yourself really hard.